looking at the world (and life) in a different way

I am having one of those times in life where I am looking at the world differently. Instead of just putting my head down and going about my day, I am actively looking at the people around me and wondering what their lives are like. Some of my thoughts are petty and ridiculous, like what is she doing with her hair (in a silly way, not a snotty way). Some of my thoughts are much deeper, like I wonder if they have ever loved someone, or lost someone and I wonder who it was. Some of my thoughts are food-centered (of course), like I wonder what their last meal was or what they're having for dinner. Some of my thoughts are neurotic, like I wonder who in this subway car would save us if something bad happened. 

It is strange being in New York City day after day and either being VERY aware of what's around me, or so busy and distracted by my personal life that I hardly notice anything at all. There is so much going on in this city always. It is nonstop. You can literally find anything at any time of day or night, like a steak dinner at eleven thirty p.m. (been there, done that). SO much is happening in such a small space in such a small amount of time. I really felt it after I left work last night and went home. I couldn't imagine working and living here. I like excitement and I am all for having something interesting and cultural to do, but I really, really, really appreciate being able to remove myself from the madness (both good madness and chaotic madness) each night and relax. Our windows at home are open and the sounds outside are very different from the sounds of the city. I am grateful to be able to live away and have the city as a nearby playground. I wish so much, more of our friends lived in our immediate area, but for the time being this is the way it is and the way it must be. Here's to the people I pass or bump into tonight and tomorrow, as I will be in for a full day of work on a Saturday. Quite the week to come back to after my northeast adventures...