I have this enormous problem of envisioning exactly how things are going to turn out and then when they don’t I feel uncomfortable and unfulfilled. I know I need to stop doing this, but I don’t know how. Doing this makes time go by quicker and memories fuzzy (as in fuzzier than they already are) because I get so wrapped up in how I thought things were going to be and then begin to realize that they aren’t going to be like that at all. I am going to try and live more in the moment for the rest of the year. It is my vow to you, who right now is no one because I am a wuss and still have not given anyone the link to this blog of mine, but it is serious.
I feel like I have been doing a lot better with not planning every waking moment of my life. However, I do admit to playing out weekends, or exciting evenings, or vacations in my head. I need to stop doing this. Maybe I should travel new places and stop revisiting the old, as I cannot imagine the course of events if I am unsure of the environment.
Vancouver, Paris (which I highly enjoying pronouncing "par-ree"), and Nova Scotia - here I come! Haven't been there before...
awww i love this. i am a HUGE planner.... i think i need to work on living in the moment. so, speaking of which you should share this blog! its great and inspirational and its fun to see your life on the east coast! thanks for sharing it with us :) isn't blogging fun?
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